This month marked the coming of my dad to our home sweet home and mom is so excited about it. 2 years of miles away separation is longer which makes it too much sacrificing for the both of my parents. But it ends this month… dad is going home.
I’ve been thinking of placing myself to the position of my father… as a bread winner for his own family. Not becoming in a place of my dad doing a lot of carrying and electrical stuff, but instead work as an OFW. Dad spend so many years back and forth in abroad for greener pasteur so I planning to follow his footsteps for a more greener pasteur for my family and relatives. But still, I’m working out this plan. I have to earn my guts (like what my dad did) to be in the running as a competent nurse, with a soothing and flexible pace… SO HELP ME GOD?! 😀
I feel that it’s kinda hard away from home, but since I find it easy for me to be alone or rather live or adapt in a different environment, maybe somehow I can deal with some situations abroad and also take care of myself. But being away from home is a battle of psyche. Standing the pressure away from home is way too tough in my nerves so I am preparing myself. I have to earn more skills to stand out against my competitions abroad. Since I have the Pinoy blood, I may certainly have the edge against the other races and that the ‘TLC’ we have in the caring profession. 😀
Oh well I have some more things to do and to consider before going abroad. I pray that God help me on my plans. The fact that I know deep inside my mind and heart… He has His own reasons why I am here for. I leave it up to Him and just go with His flow. Amen.
P.S. To God be the Glory. 😀